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Waiting for 963 ;) *Look at samuel*
Morning went to LimChuKang Columbarium visit cousy. 1 year gone so fast, it like only a few months back then.
Hoped that you heard what i say, the things i should have say when you alive )':
After that went to hubby's house, booo ! He lied to me, say 9am ++ will wake up so ending 1pm++ wake up -o-''
Anyways, bused to vivo had my breakfast and lunch at MacDonald. Seriously i was damn full after this meal. Even till now !? Zomg.
Went toilet with zinc, kays. You know GIRLS, laughs ;D
After the toilet, poor hubby was like keep on visiting toilet ;0
Then walked the Sentosa Boardway, had much laughter all the ways yeahs ?
Walked halfway, have this long long board and lots of people was like scribbling things on the board.
So we all went to write something on it too, it seem only i write things that make sense for the festival.
The things they write seem only proofing they are here :0
After that continue walking on, anyways there are photos with daoyong. Mine is only low quality pictures yeahs !?
Went to candies-lious ♥ I had fun in there with hubby seriously !
How i wish the time can stop at that moment where i will be laughing together with hubby.
Hubby brought for me Hesley Kiss Chocolate, starting we was like westling over brought a big kiss chocolate that cause 14 bucks -o-''
Then decided to buy another packet that normal hesley kiss, hubby say buy for me one day one kiss ♥
Yeahs, he such a sweet talker :3 But still love him yeah ! Btws, it 10 bucks *roll eye*
Then daoyong brought the ice-cream over there and it like crazy expensive ? 8 bucks with 2 dollars off voucher ? He rich so doesn't matter, laughs ;D
Then continue walking till the fountain, saw a few branded cars. Mouth was dropping open wide and big.
Haaa, never in my whole life i would get to sit in those cars. LOL!
Taken photos over there ;D I love this photo with mine hubby ♥
Then decided to go to Merlion, 8 bucks, but lucky for me hehee.
Money-saver you see, with sentosa Islander you get discount ;D Ending with 6.40!
The photos for this part was mostly with daoyong uhs ! He said he upload tomorrow so, will take and post but *see my mood*
We walked to one part inside the merlion our shirt is like luminous ^-^
Daoyong shirt was like the brightest, hubby only has the collar hahaa!
Went to top of merlion, for the view. Saw how universal studios really look like
And lastly the new attraction of sentosa. Exciting, but too much for me yeahs. Haaa!
Before we walk all the way out again, when the train is like crowded with people -0-''
Doesn't not know why, i wasn't really happy today. I did laugh but in the end i wasn't really happy.
Maybe because i don't know, it kinda of hurt me. I felt you comparing, i felt you have hidden meaning like "Actually i wasn't that pretty" or you want girl that are much more suitable for you but surely not me.
This what i really felt the whole day, my concentration was not good today. It just keep on drifting aways.
Do you know i doesn't want to have the unstable feeling if maybe one day you found a better girl, a prettier girl you would cast me out. Because from the beginning i wasn't the girl you want, i wasn't the girl you dream of being with.
I really have no more confidence for you to joke with me anymore, seriously ..
For the past 1 week, since that time you went plaza sing with me one whole day .
I really felt love till yesterday. Yet today all the lovelove feel is all gone, i doesn't know. Perhaps it my sensitivity destroy everything, im sorry.
But i know you love me, yet im just scare. I doesn't have the confidence anymore. I have fucking no more confidence do you know ?
Now i cry i don't even dare to cry infront of you, cause my tears is nothing anymore.
Haaaaa ! Im okays LOL! Im a strong girl you know, ;D
Planned to do this for quite a long time already. Yet you sounded you doesn't like it ?
You sounded like it only me doing all these. But if you doesn't like doesn't matter i will just keep it to myself then.
